Guest Post: The Birth of Hope by Eliza Blackwood

I had the extreme pleasure of working on the cover for this lovely debut novel by Eliza Blackwood and invited her to share her story.

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Eliza Blackwood

Hope-cover-finaldraftMy debut novel, The Birth of Hope, is really close to my heart because it’s kind of my celebration of survival. After six long years in an abusive relationship, I came through to the other side. There were many days when I wasn’t sure if I’d live or not, and some days, I wanted to die. I wrote this book as a way to heal, not knowing if I would even publish it. Once I was finished, I’d found such healing in the story that I wanted to share that hope with others. It is my wish, with all of my being, that if you’re in an abusive relationship, you will find hope in this story and find the strength to get out and find a new life.

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Praise for The Birth of Hope:

“It was an experience. It was a lesson in friendship. It was beautiful.” —Maria

“The Birth of Hope is a touching love letter to the power of friendship and sisterhood. It manages to be heartwarming, funny, and inspiring without ever becoming superfluous, strained, or contrived. Her characters are relatable and I believe most readers - women especially but certainly not exclusively - will find something that resonates with their own experience in life and relationships. As Sophie and Felise meet and their friendship begins to blossom, readers are treated to an aspirational roadmap to what we all often feel we want and need from our friends but struggle to achieve or maintain, and in this respect I believe The Birth of Hope would be an excellent selection for a book club, or for friends to read and discuss together. It is fiction, but there is a great deal of material to digest within that can inform a journey to building stronger, healthier relationships in our real, day to day lives. It's difficult to believe that this is Blackwood's debut as a novelist, as the quality of her writing bears an edge that tends to only come with experience.” —Kelley

“The characters in the story can inspire others to take that first step in reclaiming their lives. Finding strength to leave a bad relationship is difficult, and learning to trust and love again can be even harder. One of the many revelations from Eliza’s novel: Friendship can make the difference; one act of kindness can help someone living in the darkness of shame walk back into the warm sunshine of renewed possibilities.” —Connie


About The Birth of Hope:

Once a fun-loving, free-spirited young woman, Sophie Menger has become an echo of her former self. She’s trapped in an abusive relationship, and her mind and spirit are so broken she doesn’t feel like a person anymore. Sometimes, it seems as if her only purpose is to serve and service her controlling husband. No matter how well Sophie "performs," the abuse continues to escalate. He has threatened to kill her many times over the years, and she’s terrified he will actually make good on his threats one day. Just as she sees a glimmer of light at the end of her dark tunnel, things turn ugly. Will Sophie make it out alive?

Felise Greyson’s life is in shambles. Eight weeks after her husband is imprisoned for embezzlement, she’s stuck in a dead-end job, struggling to pay her bills, friendless, and alone—and now, the unthinkable, she’s pregnant. She never wanted to have children and is panic-stricken by the thought of being a single mother. Feeling utterly helpless, she prays for something—anything—to happen to get her out of this mess. Will Felise be able to embrace motherhood and live up to her beloved late mother's example?

In Eliza Blackwood’s novel, The Birth of Hope, two women must leave the past behind and find happiness amid the chaos of a broken marriage, an abusive husband, and a new baby. Friendship proves to be the ultimate healer – that, and Hope.

Trigger warnings: This book depicts emotional/verbal abuse, physical abuse, and threatened sexual abuse. Infertility is also addressed, and strong language is used.

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Caged: Love and Treachery on the High Seas – Narrated by Michael Ferraiuolo

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Prone to Lies

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I found you prone in a pool of our memories,

Your finger still on betrayal's trigger,

The barrel of Judas a breath from your temple—

But your cooling body of lies fails to wound

A love that was stillborn.

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Win a Signed Paperback of Max by Bey Deckard

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Originally, I was going to publish Max later on in October, but the planets aligned and everything was ready quickly, so I sent it live early… and promptly got really fucking sick. cough sneeze

The stress of finishing a book (hey, it’s stressful) on top of all the stress I’ve been under concerning the pit bull ban in Montréal means I got hit harder than I normally would. Thankfully, I am on the mend. (Also, for those who haven’t heard yet, a judge from the Superior Court of Québec, at the SPCA’s behest, suspended the pit bull ban until the actual court hearing is held [which could be in a few months]. HOWEVER, the fucking mayor is now vowing to appeal. shakes head)

Anyhoo.

SO! Max quietly went live and I have to say that I’m really happy with how it turned out. It’s the first book I wrote that really covers some of my own stomping ground (The Complications of T was also set partially in Montréal but they never really went out heh) and that was incredibly fun. Almost all the locations are based on real ones, and I tried to convey a sense of Montréal-ness in the use of language and names of things throughout the book: French/English coexistence, crime syndicates, marchés, the metro, the fireworks over the water…

Hey, I love my city… :)

Is it a dark book? Some say yes, some no. It’s certainly twisted and covers dark themes overall. Don’t expect anything resembling a healthy relationship in it. Mostly it’s suspense… or a thriller. I think it’s a rollicking fun psycho romp. I had a good time throwing in references, both subtle and blatant, to my favourite movies and I put together a soundtrack that has some songs that I loved dancing to back in my goth club days.

 

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I’ve got three signed paperbacks to give away. All you have to do is answer the following questions and you’ll be entered to win (international entrants welcome). Send your answers to bey.deckard@gmail.com with the subject: Max Paperback Giveaway.

Good luck! I'll draw three names on Halloween.

Question one: What movie is this from?

I see angels, Mickey. They're comin' down for us from heaven. And I see you ridin' a big red horse, and you're driving them horses, whippin' 'em, and the're spitting and frothing all 'long the mouth, and the're coming right at us. And I see the future, and there's no death, 'cause you and I, we're angels...

Question two: In the soundtrack, I used one song that was used in a TV show. What is the name of the show? (hint: it features a serial killer)

Question three: What movie is this from?

Early seemed harmless. Primitive, but harmless. Of course the fact of the matter was he had killed his landlord less than an hour before we met him. He was even wearing the guy's ring. Who knows what he did with the finger?

Question four: Why was Montreal once called (and sometimes still referred to as) “Sin City”?

Question five: What movie is this from?

I've no plans to call on you, Clarice. The world is more interesting with you in it.

☞ Max is Live! ☜

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“Intimidation? I’m not trying to intimidate you, Dennis. See?” Max dropped down to his knees and stared up at Crane, his cheek dimpled. “I’m as harmless as a kitten.”

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Nya Rawlins: ★★★★★ "A train wreck, roadkill you can’t turn away from… dissection and resection… Max vs Crane is a tour de force of sensual transgression."

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Max is now available for preorder – (Releasing Sept. 30)

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Read an excerpt

And there'll be a paperback available probably sooner.

Novella (49,000 words)
Genre(s): transgressive, psychopath, dark erotica, QUILTBAG

Fresh out of school, Dr. Crane takes on a new patient who both intrigues and unnerves him. Charming, manipulative, and amoral, Max has exactly the sort of mind Crane finds himself drawn to with fictional characters.

As Max weaves himself into Crane's life, Crane realizes that while fiction might be safe, Max certainly is not.

When the professional line between them thins, who gets to define where one man ends and the other begins?

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Ok, so I did the thing. I couldn't see any reason why not to, especially that it frees me up to work on my other book... *coughdaddykinkcough*

 

 

Varian Krylov stops by to chat about The God of Jazz: Fugue, Concord ♪♪ + Giveaway

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See below for a chance to win a copy of The God of Jazz: Fugue, Concord

I had the extreme pleasure of reading your upcoming book, The God of Jazz: Fugue, Concord and I was curious to know what prompted you to write it. I remember you were working on something else entirely and you switched tack and were suddenly halfway through writing this book. What triggered that?

goj-cover-200x300Hey Bey, thanks for having me over! Hi, Bey's readers! Waves hola.

Well, I've been working on the sequel to Trasmundo for about a year, and to be honest, it’s the most difficult book I've ever written. I keep thinking it's done, or almost done, but I know deep down it's not quite right yet. The Trasmundo series is also a deeply dark, painful story, in some ways—it's a really beautiful love story, but it also deals with civil war, ethnic cleansing, and exile—and being immersed in that world non-stop, month after month was taking a pretty heavy emotional toll on me (more so that I even realized, while I was in the thick of it).

Then back in May I was visiting my best friend for a week. This woman and I have been best buds since we were ten years old, and luckily she moved to Europe just a couple months after I did, so we still get together all the time. And inevitably, when I go stay with her, I get mentally roused and kind of fired up creatively because she's an incredibly clever, stimulating person, and also we just have our bestie dynamic—you know, joking around together, playing off each other's weird sense of humor and slightly warped brains. And out of that euphoric reprieve from my writing slump, I decided I wanted to write a FUN story. Sexy and sweet and playful. And I wanted to set it in Barcelona, since I've been living here for a couple years now and I'm madly in love with the city.

 

One of your two main protagonists goes through a period of adjustment when he first arrives in Barcelona. Were his observations inspired by your own experiences?

Absolutely. Certain things are so striking about European cities, if you're used to living on the west coast in the U.S. where I spent my whole life before moving abroad. Centuries of history are on display in the architecture. Once you get off the main boulevards and highways, you get into these mazes of incredibly narrow streets that were laid out when the biggest vehicle was a horse-drawn cart laden with commercial goods (I seriously don't know how truck drivers do it, here!).

And then there are the cultural differences, like how much more generationally-diverse public life is. In the U.S., it seemed like almost everything is so segregated by age. Here, extended families are much more integrated, and older people aren't so hidden away. Life is also lived much more publicly—in the plazas, in the back streets among the apartment buildings. It can get a bit boisterous at times, but it also feels more like a community. And then, of course, there's the casual disregard for swimming apparel at the local beaches. I'd heard all about women running around topless, but I wasn't expecting the full monty when I went for my first dip in the sea. But you won't hear me complain.

 

Jazz music features prominently in the story, and I remember feeling like I was right there in the club. Is jazz popular in Barcelona? and, is the setting inspired by a real place?

Yeah, jazz is pretty popular. There are quite a few dedicated jazz clubs, and then there are performances going on all the time in different bars and cafés, as well as plenty of little pop-up events in the plazas, at the beach, etcetera in the warmer months. All the venues I mention in the novel are real places that I frequent.

 

What was the most satisfying part about writing The God of Jazz?

It's funny, like I was saying, I set out to write something fun, almost fluffy. I was more focused on escaping the mental and emotional labor of my other work-in-progress than a story or idea that needed to be told. But as soon as I started, really from the very first page, the story felt so real and true to me. It surprised me how quickly and deeply I got invested in Godard, in the professional frustration he goes through, and then the heartbreak that leaves him wounded and adrift at the start of the novel. Pretty quickly I realized that instead of a fluffy little romp, The God of Jazz had turned into something deeply meaningful to me, personally. And not just for the love story. Actually, the parts that hit me the hardest were the ones dealing with Godard connecting with a new family of friends—finding the people who come together to take care of each other in moments of crisis, and who gather together to celebrate each other's joys and successes.

 

And finally... what five words would you use to describe the book?

Eesh, that's a tough one! Ummm...

Playful. Sexy. Sunny. Wet. Sultry.

Thanks so much for the chat, Bey and friends. Good luck to everyone on the giveaway!

Yes, those are definitely five good words to describe this book. Thanks Varian, always a pleasure.

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Folks, I loved this book and I want you all to read it... and Varian's offering an ebook to one lucky person! All you have to do is comment below with either your favourite jazz song OR your favourite beach destination. :)

I'll pick a random winner at 10am EDT Monday, Sept. 26th - Good luck!

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Wondering which retailer pays me the most?

#1 is Payhip. Not a retailer, but an online shop that I've set up myself. This is where I make the most return on my books.

Then after that it gets a little complicated, but these are the three best choices:

At Eden Books*, I make 70% royalties for all titles.

At Smashwords, I make 60% royalties for all titles.

At Amazon, for books OVER $2.99 (USD) I make 70% royalties and for books UNDER $2.99 I make 35%

So... if the book is under $2.99, buy from Eden Books or Smashwords.

If the books is over $2.99, buy from Eden Books or Amazon.

But best of all, buy from my Payhip store :)

Questions? Contact Me!

*Not all my titles are available at Eden yet as of 25/09/23 - I'm working on it.

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