Better the Devil You Know – Soundtrack info

Since I've had a few requests for the actual track listings since they don't show for some people at the 8track list, here they are (tracks correspond to chapters):

  1. Cara Sposa (Air de Rinaldo) - Ragin Derek Lee, Christophe Rousset, Les Talens Lyriques & Ewa Mallas-Godlewska
  2. I Can't Hear You - The Dead Weather
  3. Ain't No Invisible Man - Jakob Dylan
  4. Some Velvet Morning - Nancy Sinatra and Lee Hazlewood
  5. Killing Strangers - Marilyn Manson
  6. The Electrician - The Walker Brothers
  7. Howlin' For You - The Black Keys
  8. The Becoming - Nine Inch Nails
  9. Staggolee - Pacific Gas & Electric
  10. Mad About the Boy - Gertrude Lawrence
  11. Butcher Pete, Pt. 1 - Roy Brown
  12. Me Gustas Tu - Manu Chao
  13. Come As You Are - Nirvana
  14. He Was a Friend of Mine - Willie Nelson
  15. Ombra Fedele Anch'io (Air de Dario) - Ragin Derek Lee, Christophe Rousset, Les Talens Lyriques & Ewa Mallas-Godlewska

You can listen to it here:

Better the Devil You Know – Out Now!

October 2020 update

After Amazon went and re-banned the ebook (sigh), I submitted it through Ingram Sparks and so now it's available, once again, on Amazon. Also... there's an audiobook!

Here is a the most up to date list of where you can purchase all versions.

Original post

It's October 1st in parts of the world... why don't we pretend we're all over there so I can launch this puppy, eh?

The TL;DR of this post is: read the warnings, m'kay? I don't want people going into this unprepared. BUY links are at the bottom of the post.

Here goes:

Listen to the soundtrack

 

Better the Devil You Know - a new psychosexual horror novel by Bey Deckard

Novel (40 000 words)
Genre(s): Horror, torture, paranormal, serial killer

Tags: graphic torture, forced incest, rape

Byron is tall, handsome, well spoken, wealthy, and has outstanding taste in wine and food. You’ll be impressed by his impeccable attire and eloquence in conversation, ranging from Baroque art to the newest advances in pharmacology. With his charming smile and elegant manners, Byron truly is the perfect date… and who doesn’t love a man who appreciates opera?

What’s the catch, you ask?

Just this: if Byron finds you suitable, he will subject you to utterly depraved forms of torture.

No, I’m not talking about S&M.

Byron will mutilate, rape, and then kill you. Don’t think that you will survive the encounter, because you won’t. He has a perfect record.

Intrigued? Would you like me to arrange a rendezvous? It has to be in the next few days because he’s leaving on a trip south to much warmer climes, and his calendar will be completely full.

Yes? Very good. I will make a reservation for two under the name of Smith.

Who am I? I’m Gloria, his personal assistant.

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Ok - I really hate trigger warnings. I do. However, I really need to stress that this book is not for everyone. Hell... I don't even know who this book is for. Me... yes. But you? Will you like it? Maybe like is the wrong word. Or... is it? :)

I've been sort of vague about what the book is about. That's because it's hard to talk about it without spoilers. I've had a few questions:

Is it romance? No.

Is it m/m? It's only male/male in the sense that it features organs traditionally thought of as male.

What is it? A psychosexual, paranormal horror/thriller.

Read an excerpt

Still want it? You have two options at the moment. You can buy it (Mobi, ePub, or PDF) via Payhip (promise that it's secure) or you can buy it through All Romance eBooks. I'm still waiting on the verdict from Smashwords, but it doesn't look good.  Oct. 1 update: officially BANNED at Smashwords. We won't even talk about Amazon. Oct 4. update: ebook BANNED at Amazon but NOT the paperback (So how do I get it for my kindle?)

Feb. 14, 2017 update: Amazon has relented and reversed the ban... as long as it's listed solely under "horror" :)

The Actor’s Circle

What is The Actor's Circle?

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Well, it's a new series. I've had all these seeds of of stories kicking around in my head for a while, and while writing The Complications of T, I started to get a picture of what I could do with all of them. Then, with The Last Nights of The Frangipani Hotel, the idea really solidified... especially when halfway through writing it, my brain was already writing the next.

How many books are in the series?

Four. There are three standalone books: The Complications of T, The Last Nights of The Frangipani Hotel, and hopefully coming before the end of the year, The Window in Between. What order you read them is entirely up to you.

The fourth book, which will bear the series' name, The Actor's Circle, will be about the three couples that came together in the first three books. I have to say, I'm very excited to write it. :)

I have no fucking clue whether I'm going to cock it up, given what I'm planning for the fourth, but let me just say that I'm enjoying the hell out of the process!

 

Writing the story your way

I've had a busy summer, what with the rain of plot-bunnies and falling ill no less than three times. As such, I haven't written a blog post with any real meat in a while. Looking at my drafts, I've started six posts but none with anything more than a starting sentence. I've already gotten past that with this post... let's see if I can actually finish it, shall we?

We've all read or probably written reviews of books that say something like "I wish this had happened instead" or "that's not the way it should have gone". Everyone's reading experience is different, and that is the fun of being unique creatures. Life just wouldn't be as interesting if everyone thought or felt the same way. Hell, I don't even watch the endings to some of my favourite movies because I disagree with how it ended (*cougharmageddoncough*).  That's perfectly fine and I can't fault anyone for it.

We live in an interesting time where authors (and other artists, public figures, rock stars... the pope) are that much more accessible to their fans. We authors are encouraged to interact with folks on social media... and I've seen discussions between readers about how an author's failure to engage their fans is a detriment to their career in the long run (now, I don't know if I believe that. Certainly having an online presence helps the indie author, but I'm not sure if not being there is a detriment. Personally, I just like hanging out. And... well... the enthusiasm I encounter is rather heartening. [love you guys])

The other side to this, of course, is that fans and readers in general are more accessible to the author. Once upon a time, you only got feedback about your book through professional reviewers, or people you knew, or from readers writing to you. Now, without a lick of effort, I can just skip on over to somewhere like Goodreads and see that one hundred and thirty four people (as of today) have written something about Caged. The vast majority of those are good reviews (woo!) but there are some bad ones among the bunch (and yes, I read them all). 

I find that negative reviews, in general, fall into two broad (and sometimes overlapping) categories.

  1. They didn't like the writing style, weren't invested in the story, don't like the characters, thought the book was about something else, etc.
  2. Or, there were grammar problems, typos, obvious plot holes, structural issues, formatting, etc.

The important thing is this: as an author, you should tell the story you want to tell.  All those things in #1? You'd do best to ignore them. Those are just the opinions of others, and if you find yourself altering your words to fit the opinions of others at the cost of your story's "authentic voice", you're doing yourself a disservice. It is your story, your writing. If you want to kill off all the main characters half-way through the book? So be it. If you want to write something in first person POV, go for it! You want to end on a cliffhanger... bully for you! Hell, if you WANT to write stuff based on other people's opinions of what and how you should write... you are free to do that too. Seriously. Be the writer you want to be. Tell the stories you want to tell.

The criticisms in category 1 are there for other readers, not you. It's frustrating when they're based on misunderstandings or biases, yes, but not everyone is going to come to the same conclusion. As much as folks seem to be swayed by popular opinion, I'd like to believe that most can and do make up their own minds about something (like the time everyone and their dog was telling me that Jupiter Ascending was a stupid, shitty movie but I watched it anyway... twice now... and thought that it was a really fucking fun movie. Don't judge.) If someone thinks your book is shitty because it didn't go the way it "should" or because there are historical inaccuracies in your fictional world (hehe)... that's their problem, not yours (and for god's sake... don't reply to reviews. Stay out of reviews. I've seen some really crazy shit happen in the year and a half I've been doing this author thing, and it almost always resulted from someone correcting someone else in a review. Don't do it. Walk away.)

Now... you'd be a fool not to pay attention to the second category. Heh - when I first published Caged, it hadn't been professionally edited. I basically waited until it had made enough sales to pay for editing before getting it done. Not recommended, but hey, everything worked out in the end, right?

What I'm trying to say with all this is: you should concentrate on telling your story. No one else can tell your story. If you let all the complaints in the first category get to you, it's going to stymie your writing. It's going to choke you... and that's bad. You can't be a writer and not write, can you? Have confidence in your story. Have pride in it. Embrace the fact that your story is going to make some people really uncomfortable/upset/bored/horrified/disgusted/disappointed. No one knows and loves your story the way you do.

Write the story your way and fuck the rest. :)

At least that's how I feel about my own writing. I love my stories, and no one's opinion can diminish them but my own. I write them the way they're meant to be written. Point finale.

(Now - I didn't write all of this to have comments about the whole Author vs Reviewer thing... let's stay away from that, hm?)

 

Anyway - in other news:

Three books in less than two months (woo!), if you're not up to date on the happenings over here at Bey's Funhouse Emporium of Doom (shit... that's what I should have called my blog) here is some information. A big, huge thank you to everyone who has read and left reviews!

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Published August 20, 2015
A bite-sized trans* love story.
Amazon
Smashwords
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Coming September 12, 2015
Love story in the Caribbean
Amazon
Smashwords
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Coming October 1, 2015
A dark, demonic read. (info here)
Will not be available at Amazon
Will be available at Smashwords

 

Next... well, I'll keep y'all posted.

Frangipani is now available for pre-order at Amazon :)

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The Last Nights of The Frangipani Hotel will be published on Sept. 12, 2015... but! you can pre-order your copy today from Amazon :)

Cover Reveal: The Last Nights of The Frangipani Hotel by Bey Deckard + Excerpt & Giveaway!

Why don't ya'll mosey on over to The Blogger Girls to see the cover for my upcoming book, The Last Nights of The Frangipani Hotel and enter to win one of two ARCs!

Check out the post and enter to win

 

Launch Day! The Complications of T

 

It's live!

The Complications of T

Buy it now:
Amazon
All Romance eBooks
Smashwords

Download a 30% excerpt: epub or mobi

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The Complications of T – A Contemp Trans* Love Story by Bey Deckard

Sometime this week, I'll be publishing my newest novelette, The Complications of T. What is it about? Well... I left a little review of my book over at GR if you want to check it out, but the TL;DR of it is a bite-sized  love story featuring two men, one of them trans*.

Someone called it romantic. :) Well, it just might be.

Anyway - stay tuned.

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Coming soon: Better the Devil you Know

Ok... I don't know how soon, but... I'm working on it, and with Varian Krylov's ridiculously gorgeous and incredibly fitting photographs, I couldn't help but create the cover right now. No fancy blog cover releases because I don't have a publish date... just a quiet release here.

Here it is:

Better the Devil You Know

This is not a book for everyone.

It's not a nice story... it's dark, it's violent, and it's twisted.

And it's coming soon.

 

What's the worst that can happen when you let the Devil in?

 

 

 

 

🌈 Congrats to the USA! 🌈 Sale + Giveaway 🌈

I'd like to start off by saying congrats to the USA! What an amazing win for equality  :) My facebook is awash in rainbows.  To celebrate, I'm offering a sale this weekend on the entire Baal's Heart trilogy (sale and giveaway ends on Monday)

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99¢ — Use coupon GK25C at checkout

 

 

Sacrificed-cover-200x300Sacrificed: Heart Beyond the Spires

99¢ — Use coupon TP29P at checkout

 

 

 

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99¢ — Use coupon KL29S at checkout

PLUS - Comment on this post for a chance to win an ebook copy of the F.I.S.T.S. Handbook For Individual Survival in Hostile Environments

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Wondering which retailer pays me the most?

#1 is Payhip. Not a retailer, but an online shop that I've set up myself. This is where I make the most return on my books.

Then after that it gets a little complicated, but these are the three best choices:

At Eden Books*, I make 70% royalties for all titles.

At Smashwords, I make 60% royalties for all titles.

At Amazon, for books OVER $2.99 (USD) I make 70% royalties and for books UNDER $2.99 I make 35%

So... if the book is under $2.99, buy from Eden Books or Smashwords.

If the books is over $2.99, buy from Eden Books or Amazon.

But best of all, buy from my Payhip store :)

Questions? Contact Me!

*Not all my titles are available at Eden yet as of 25/09/23 - I'm working on it.

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