{"id":508,"date":"2014-08-25T15:37:37","date_gmt":"2014-08-25T19:37:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.beydeckard.com\/blog\/?p=508"},"modified":"2014-08-25T15:37:37","modified_gmt":"2014-08-25T19:37:37","slug":"whome","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/beydeckard.com\/blog\/whome\/","title":{"rendered":"Who me?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I'm ridiculously bad at talking about myself. I am. Always have been. I'm much better at sculpting a conversation... turning it into an interesting discussion on philosophy, religion, art, or science.<\/p>\n<p>I am also good at making people talk about themselves. I'm a good listener. I keep secrets. I give brutally honest advice.<\/p>\n<p>But about me? I feel like there's not much to say. I'm just... me. I do my things.<\/p>\n<p>Was talking to an old friend yesterday\u00a0who\u00a0happens to be a writer. They asked me about my writing. Cue my scrabbling to find the right words to explain just the gist.<\/p>\n<p>I look like I'm in pain when I'm trying to explain what I do and quickly manage to shift the conversation to another topic.<\/p>\n<p>Phew.<\/p>\n<p>Am I embarrassed by what I write?\u00a0Not at all. I think it's great. I just don't have the\u00a0language to talk about it.<\/p>\n<p>Writing is an intensely personal thing, more so than painting ever was... and I need to learn to write about writing.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m ridiculously bad at talking about myself. I am. Always have been. I&#8217;m much better at sculpting a conversation&#8230; turning it into an interesting discussion on philosophy, religion, art, or science. I am also good at making people talk about themselves. I&#8217;m a good listener. I keep secrets. I give brutally honest advice. But about me? I feel like there&#8217;s not much to say. I&#8217;m just&#8230; me. I do my things. Was talking to an old friend yesterday\u00a0who\u00a0happens to be a writer. They asked me about my writing. 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