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Toxic AF<\/em> is out now... a few days early!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Get it Now<\/a><\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

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What the hell are you supposed to do when a cop old enough to be your father decides he owns your ass?
I hate him. I hate what he did to me. I hate what he keeps<\/em> doing to me.
I hate everything about him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

So, why can't I stop thinking about him?<\/p>\n\n\n

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Tags\/CW: Contemporary, rape, coercion, blackmail, abuse, abuse of power\/power imbalance, toxic relationship, resource control (food, money), CNC, dubcon\/noncon, humiliation\/degradation, public sex, PTSD, anxiety, weight loss due to stress, face slapping, physical violence between MCs, threat and terror, injury, hospitalization, surgery, unsafe sex, fisting\/forced fisting & gaping, choking, stalking, voyeurism, mild feminization, lingerie, sadomasochism, DP, gangbang, spanking, references to past child abuse, internalized homophobia\/homophobia, and homophobic language.
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Toxic AF is out now… a few days early! Get it Now Blurb What the hell are you supposed to do when a cop old enough to be your father decides he owns your ass?I hate him. I hate what he did to me. I hate what he keeps doing to me.I hate everything about him. So, why can’t I stop thinking about him? Tags\/CW: Contemporary, rape, coercion, blackmail, abuse, abuse of power\/power imbalance, toxic relationship, resource control (food, money), CNC, dubcon\/noncon, humiliation\/degradation, public sex, PTSD, anxiety, weight loss due to stress, face slapping, physical violence between MCs, threat and … <\/p>\n

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