I bleed for you;
\nBlack and white
\nWhen it should be red.
\nSurrounded by ghosts,
\nI tear back the layers,
\nExposing wounds
\nThat will never heal,
\nTo sacrifice words to you.<\/p>\n
Naked to your touch,
\nThe skinned confessions I offer
\nBankrupt my soul
\nand leave me aching.
\nYet, still I reach forth,
\nBlinded by hope
\nAnd bloody the page anew.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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