Knees splayed. Palms flat on the cold ground.
\nHead low. Eyes closed.
\nPulse. Pulse. Pulse.
\nEach breath is only a means to the next.
\nThere\u2019s a sweet silence in my soul,
\nThe blood sings in my ears.
\nYour anger is a balm to my torment - I am nothing,
\nA holy promise in the space where I end and you begin.
\nYour violence robs me of fear - I am alive.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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